Monday, July 20, 2009
sometimes i just feel like leaving earth and going far ,far away. just leaving everyone and everything.there has always been a piercing sharp pain in my heart. since I've joined back with them.. things have not been going right.. i have been crying since Friday.. even now, I'm crying.I'm sorry people if i broke up your friendship with deevesh. i just want things to be back to normal. i mean seriously normal!! i want deevesh back again in our group.i want to crack jokes and laugh again like always. why couldn't the earth end in 2009? could i take knife and pierce through my heart?? that's what i feel like doing now.. but I'm scared it of the pain.. haha
so i rather die silently but deadly.. i may look happy but seriously I'm bothered.i want my old life back! arghhh!! gosh who am i kidding! that will never ever happen! sick and tired of waiting.I'm sick and tired crying every night. could this pain ever get any worst? the only thing i have in life that's is proper is my school friends!. they are the best people ever. i will always treasure them no matter what happens! i shouldn't have gone MIA , if not none of this wold happen.i remember that all of us will gather together making nuisance of ourselves and dancing for any sexy song we hear..i just want to spend one day with you guys. just the three of us.nothing else .. it will be like heaven i guess.
could my bloodymotherfuckingarse life get any worse??? :)
|shalini(: |Monday, July 20, 2009|
